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Worship


All newest poems are marked with *


Your whispers roll in gentle waves

Laying at my feet the words that my heart craves

My thirsty soul is here again

Back at the well where you always lead me in the end

I never need or lack when your hand holds mine

As you trace the places of me made by your design

Every line and every spot, you know like you do your own

Every day, every minute you have held me as I’ve grown

How can I hide the things that were never mine to hold

When you slip past my fortress walls grown weathered and stone cold

Still you lead me, our fingers still entwined

Without a word telling me about a love of a forever kind

You make your way around the graveyard of all my broken dreams

Tears for all these head stones and all these forgotten means

Kneeling before me, you offer me the world I thought I’d missed

And I am left with the choice between a death of fools or your reviving kiss

I can’t go back the other way

Because I know that even when I run, your love will always stay

I want to hear your voice, because no other one will do

Nothing I’ve stumbled over can carry a candle to You

I’ve been so far through the mill

Through all the lies and all the traps set by selfish will

Without You, nothing makes sense

You are my core, my source and my essence

Without You, walking on water becomes much harder

Joy becomes a myth and the journey’s end stretches farther

How can the leaves exist without the trees

Where can I go where You will not see?

How can the day go on if it never sees the sun

How could I forget to thank you for all You have done?

Here I am, all you’ve been asking for

My life, my pride and the mess I never got to clean before

Gaze at me like a groom to his bride

And offer me yourself where I can wrap myself and hide

 


This Silence*

 

This silence is all I have to bring

The tears from my eyes have dried but still they sting

No words or songs will come from me tonight

I don’t want this chance to end with the intrusive morning light

This time is for you and I alone

All the while gazing on you beautiful face that I have always known

I’m taken by the way You speak my name

One whisper takes away all I’ve done and leaves me no more shame

You ask me things I fear to answer

I know you see all my frozen walls and fatal cancer

It’s not the time for me to speak

Or to make excuse or defend why I’m so weak

The simple truth is that You know

My every thought and where I let my longings go

You watch me when I smirk and smile

You know just how to catch my gaze and hold it there a while

Here, this is my love token

Silent tears lay before you a heart too many times broken

I have nothing else to offer you

But I’d give my life away to have the moments filled with you

Your breath can fill this darkened room

And awaken the place I once called my tomb

I’m not dead and gone when I’m here with you

How can you possibly name me “Beautiful” with the eyes you see me through?

What were you thinking when You took a chance on me?

All the while knowing I would fail repeatedly

I wonder at Your thoughts that could be spared for such as me: a liar and accomplished thief

Haven’t I already caused you enough grief?

You answer all these questions with words from some far distant love song

You remind me that You are where I always belong

No words or songs will come from me tonight

I don’t want this dance to end with the intrusive morning light.


As If *

As if I could ever capture You
Or hold You in my hands and give You a name
Your craft moves in rhythm and motion
When scores will pass, Your face stays the same
As if I could be big enough to hold You in my arms
Or use my words to paint Your smile
Your thoughts are deeper than space and time
So many are worthier faces, but You still see me all the while
As if I could reach Your feet
Or live enough to show my love
The beauty of You outshines all of me
So much to consider, still, I am what You're thinking of
As if dance, song, lyric or rhyme could do what I cannot
Or mere surrender could draw me into You
Your thundering whisper takes in all of me
And I can see a glimpse of the eyes you see me through
As if I were good enough, strong enough or beautiful enough
Or loud enough to shake the clouds that block my view
If only I could be those things, make you smile and draw a tear
When in all comes down to it, all I am is lost in You.


Call Me Back*

 

Call me back

As if for the first time

Draw me into You

With your voice so familiar

I'm tired from this marathon

And the track that I've been running on

 

Lift this fallen head of mine

I want to see your face

Draw a spark so my light will shine

I'll get lost in your embrace

I think I’ll stay there a little while.

 

My search is done.

My feet have stopped their tread.

I give you all of me.


Only in You*

 

Pour out of me

Every shadow, every tainted place.

Touch and make these blind eyes see.

How have I become this image I can't recognize?

 

Only in You...

 

Search my heart

Even the prettiest parts won't change

What I am and where I will go

See deeper, past all the fabricated works of art.

 

Only in You...

 

I've broken your heart, my Greatest Love

And mine, alone, will not survive this cold.

Am I gone from your eyes? Have you had enough?

If You're gone, I have nothing left... Nothing.

 

Only in You...

 

How can You bear the sight of me?

This filth and shame are too much weight for mortal shoulders

How, in Your heart, could I ever come back and be?

Your embrace is always my treasured memory.

 

Will I ever see again?

 

Only in You...

 

Only in You will I find redemption for a jaded heart

Only in You will the dirt be washed away by crimson tide

Only in You will I find my missing part.

Only in You will I be broken by love so deep, so high and so wide.


Somehow*

 

Somehow, your little voice still calls my name

You who made the mountains and roaring sea

You still hold the purity that was once alive in me

I've turned away so many times

I've walked away from what I've always known

I'm so unworthy, so untrue

But here in this moment with You, I am not alone

 

How can I face you-

With this burden that I've carried?

How can you look at me

And the little girl is all you see?

Take my hands once again

Draw me into your warm embrace

There you'll see no tears stream down my face

 

Forgiveness is so foreign

When I find me so tattered and torn

All I can see is shame that I have worn

You still have not let me go

To stumble by myself

You reach out your love and offer me your help

 

You have called me beautiful

I still don't understand

When you offer me your hand

You call me your precious one

How can this be?

This love that is so far beyond me.


 

 

 

Child

 

Little Girl, Little girl

Why such a long face?

Did you ever know what a change your smile makes?

 

Little girl, little girl

Happiness is your choice.

But you are your Fathers' joy!

 

Little girl, little girl

Deep inside there's a tender place,

Even if it doesn't show on your pretty face.

 

Little girl, little girl

You have never been alone.

No matter how far you've wandered from home.

 

Little girl, little girl

Don't despair,

You've pushed me away, but I'm still there.

 

Little girl, little girl

You have run from truth,

That doesn't keep me from pursuing you

 

Little girl, Little girl

Give your whole heart to me,
And I will show you what life can truly be.


Reverence

 

Take my hand and don't let go

I need You now; You already know.

I've been thinking for so long

On things beyond my reach,

Longing merely to know the steps

And take a running leap.

To dive in, abandon myself

To let go of every hold

That threatens my soul's peace

I don't look to You and expect to be okay

But You look at me, and You know every word I'd ever say

I can't seem to figure out the way You are sometimes

But getting lost in Your beauty reduces me to these rhymes

You are not what I can see

You are not for me to know

You are so beyond all things

But somehow You still see

Every ugly part of me

You are the movement of my words

And You fill the songs escaping my lips

Give me a heart made whole and new

So please don't leave me wanting You

Take me deeper, take me on

Take me away from all these lies

Take all of me, leaving nothing to disguise

You gave me all of You, Your heart, Your very life

What can I give back?

Nothing I can do is enough

To make up for what I lack

But You love me anyway

And I don't get it

My heart can't stretch so far

But I can't get over it

You love... me.

 


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Don't you let me down
Don't you let go
I'm still here
I'm still real

So don't you mind the bigger things
My hands are big enough to hold you
I know what youre thinking, you cant hide so easily
I know what youre dreaming, and it's not too far away
I know what youre waiting for, soon it will come to find you

I'll never let you go, never let you stray
Even if it doesnt always seem that way
My love wont ever leave you
No matter how many loves you've been through
Just give Me the chance to be everything You need
My heart is big enough to hold you


Blessed Assurance

I feel lost in the middle of all this.
Thunder is getting louder
And the rain is falling harder.
My lost soul finds peace only in You, My One True Thing.
My vision cannot reach my destination
And for me, that's hard to bear.
No matter what comes, I know
You are always there.
You call my name
You touch my face
And slip Your hand in mine.
You whisper, "Youre still my little girl."
And I'm ready to face the world one more time.



 

 

Desperation

I'm desperate for You
What else can I say?
You save me, You make me new
So why in the world am I feeling this way?

Haven't You told me, time and again
Not to worry or fear?
But daily, I battle why, how and when
I need peace in my mind, my vision made clear

Haven't I always been Your little girl?
Clutched in your arms, held close to Your heart
That little girl feels alone in this world
Innocense and ignorance slowly torn apart

My light has come to evanesce
I need Your fire to burn away the dead
See every part, leave nothing left
Hold my shaking hand and lift my head

Your face I'd thought I'd forgotten
But there You are, smiling at me
You pick up the pieces that I thought had fallen
You quiet my words and You make me free.


Song for My Unseen God

You fill me with amazing joy
You take over every doubt and fear
You cover me with extravagant love
That I cant understand
To sing like this and lift my hands
Never seems to be enough
You are my everything
You see every need
And You know when I breathe
I can never go back
To the life that I once knew
Because standing here, I realize
All I want is You.
I need your love to live
I need the truth you give
I need to know the sound of your voice
When I cried out to You, I know, I made the right choice
I will never know another love like Yours
An all consuming fire
You heal me when I'm broken
Youre familiar with my cries
I scream your name
You whisper back
The perfect love Ive come to know
Awestruck... I can never let go.
I am undone before You
Nothing hidden, Nothing veiled
There is only You and Your entrancing beauty
Shine for me, light my darkness
Speak for me when my words have failed
Pick me up each time I fall
Amazing and irrational love,You have lavished on me
So here I am... Yours eternally.



 

 

Little Me

I feel as if I'm drowning
Little me
In this vast and torrent sea
These crashing waves resounding

Losing my grip
Fallen this far
I can't see where you are
Cries for help are dying on my lips

I feel I've begun to wander
With no journey set for me
Is this the way it will always be?
Will you ask me go on much longer?

What's the use in heartache?
Merely to exist...
Can't be all there is to this
Can my life really be a mistake?

My heart, I hear its screams
Longing for life beyond
This winding road I travel on
You are so out of reach, or so it often seems.


I Think Sometimes

I think sometimes I'll try another day
Another Choice, another way
I think sometimes I'll try to open up
Overflow and fill my cup
I think sometimes I'll know you when you're here
Your every mark and every tear
I think sometimes you know me well by now
My every smile and furrowed brow
I think sometimes the time has come, I truly do
Time to stop and look to you
I think sometimes these are the endless thoughts
Of how I'm yours and how I'm caught
I think sometimes I'm not enough
My words have failed, I'm not that tough
I think sometimes I fall too short
My mind can change and, in pain, distort
I think sometimes it's you I've failed
I've done you wrong with motives veiled
I think sometimes you pull me in
Without a word, you take my sin
I think sometimes you're seeing me
Only as the woman you made me to be
I think sometimes your love is wrong
It's too much and waits too long
I think sometimes you're more than this
More than rhyme or love's first kiss
I think sometimes I think too much
When all I need is your saving touch


Your Own

I'm back again, Lord
Have you been expecting me?
You've drawn me back to this place
I thought I'd never see again
You whisper my name so gently

And you called me your own

I'm back to the child I lost along the way
I'm running back to the love I pushed away
I'm singing the words I never could say

I've messed up so many times
Fallen hard and sunken deep
All these things you took from me
You breathed me in
And set my dance

And you called me Your own

I'm back to the child I lost along the way
I'm running back to the love I pushed away
I'm singing the words I never could say



 





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