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Worship
All newest poems are marked with *
Your whispers roll in gentle waves Laying at my feet the words that my heart craves My thirsty soul is here again Back at the well where you always lead me in the end I never need or lack when your hand holds mine As you trace the places of me made by your design Every line and every spot, you know like you do your own Every day, every minute you have held me as I’ve grown How can I hide the things that were never mine to hold When you slip past my fortress walls grown weathered and stone cold Still you lead me, our fingers still entwined Without a word telling me about a love of a forever kind You make your way around the graveyard of all my broken dreams Tears for all these head stones and all these forgotten means Kneeling before me, you offer me the world I thought I’d missed And I am left with the choice between a death of fools or your reviving kiss I can’t go back the other way Because I know that even when I run, your love will always stay I want to hear your voice, because no other one will do Nothing I’ve stumbled over can carry a candle to You I’ve been so far through the mill Through all the lies and all the traps set by selfish will Without You, nothing makes sense You are my core, my source and my essence Without You, walking on water becomes much harder Joy becomes a myth and the journey’s end stretches farther How can the leaves exist without the trees Where can I go where You will not see? How can the day go on if it never sees the sun How could I forget to thank you for all You have done? Here I am, all you’ve been asking for My life, my pride and the mess I never got to clean before Gaze at me like a groom to his bride And offer me yourself where I can wrap myself and hide
This Silence* This silence is all I have to bring The tears from my eyes have dried but still they sting No words or songs will come from me tonight I don’t want this chance to end with the intrusive morning light This time is for you and I alone All the while gazing on you beautiful face that I have always known I’m taken by the way You speak my name One whisper takes away all I’ve done and leaves me no more shame You ask me things I fear to answer I know you see all my frozen walls and fatal cancer It’s not the time for me to speak Or to make excuse or defend why I’m so weak The simple truth is that You know My every thought and where I let my longings go You watch me when I smirk and smile You know just how to catch my gaze and hold it there a while Here, this is my love token Silent tears lay before you a heart too many times broken I have nothing else to offer you But I’d give my life away to have the moments filled with you Your breath can fill this darkened room And awaken the place I once called my tomb I’m not dead and gone when I’m here with you How can you possibly name me “Beautiful” with the eyes you see me through? What were you thinking when You took a chance on me? All the while knowing I would fail repeatedly I wonder at Your thoughts that could be spared for such as me: a liar and accomplished thief Haven’t I already caused you enough grief? You answer all these questions with words from some far distant love song You remind me that You are where I always belong No words or songs will come from me tonight I don’t want this dance to end with the intrusive morning light.
As If * As if I could ever capture You
Call Me Back* Call me back As if for the first time Draw me into You With your voice so familiar I'm tired from this marathon And the track that I've been running on Lift this fallen head of mine I want to see your face Draw a spark so my light will shine I'll get lost in your embrace I think I’ll stay there a little while. My search is done. My feet have stopped their tread. I give you all of me. Only in You* Pour out of me Every shadow, every tainted place. Touch and make these blind eyes see. How have I become this image I can't recognize? Only in You... Search my heart Even the prettiest parts won't change What I am and where I will go See deeper, past all the fabricated works of art. Only in You... I've broken your heart, my Greatest Love And mine, alone, will not survive this cold. Am I gone from your eyes? Have you had enough? If You're gone, I have nothing left... Nothing. Only in You... How can You bear the sight of me? This filth and shame are too much weight for mortal shoulders How, in Your heart, could I ever come back and be? Your embrace is always my treasured memory. Will I ever see again? Only in You... Only in You will I find redemption for a jaded heart Only in You will the dirt be washed away by crimson tide Only in You will I find my missing part. Only in You will I be broken by love so deep, so high and so wide.
Somehow* Somehow, your little voice still calls my name You who made the mountains and roaring sea You still hold the purity that was once alive in me I've turned away so many times I've walked away from what I've always known I'm so unworthy, so untrue But here in this moment with You, I am not alone How can I face you- With this burden that I've carried? How can you look at me And the little girl is all you see? Take my hands once again Draw me into your warm embrace There you'll see no tears stream down my face Forgiveness is so foreign When I find me so tattered and torn All I can see is shame that I have worn You still have not let me go To stumble by myself You reach out your love and offer me your help You have called me beautiful I still don't understand When you offer me your hand You call me your precious one How can this be? This love that is so far beyond me.
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Child Little Girl, Little girl Why such a long face? Did you ever know what a change your smile makes? Little girl, little girl Happiness is your choice. But you are your Fathers' joy! Little girl, little girl Deep inside there's a tender place, Even if it doesn't show on your pretty face. Little girl, little girl You have never been alone. No matter how far you've wandered from home. Little girl, little girl Don't despair, You've pushed me away, but I'm still there. Little girl, little girl You have run from truth, That doesn't keep me from pursuing you Little girl, Little girl Give your whole heart to me, Reverence Take my hand and don't let go I need You now; You already know. I've been thinking for so long On things beyond my reach, Longing merely to know the steps And take a running leap. To dive in, abandon myself To let go of every hold That threatens my soul's peace I don't look to You and expect to be okay But You look at me, and You know every word I'd ever say I can't seem to figure out the way You are sometimes But getting lost in Your beauty reduces me to these rhymes You are not what I can see You are not for me to know You are so beyond all things But somehow You still see Every ugly part of me You are the movement of my words And You fill the songs escaping my lips Give me a heart made whole and new So please don't leave me wanting You Take me deeper, take me on Take me away from all these lies Take all of me, leaving nothing to disguise You gave me all of You, Your heart, Your very life What can I give back? Nothing I can do is enough To make up for what I lack But You love me anyway And I don't get it My heart can't stretch so far But I can't get over it You love... me.
Title Here Don't you let me down So don't you mind the bigger things I'll never let you go, never let you stray Blessed Assurance I feel lost in the middle of all this.
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Desperation I'm desperate for You Haven't You told me, time and again Haven't I always been Your little girl? My light has come to evanesce Your face I'd thought I'd forgotten Song for My Unseen God You fill me with amazing joy
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Little Me I feel as if I'm drowning Losing my grip I feel I've begun to wander What's the use in heartache? My heart, I hear its screams I Think Sometimes I think sometimes I'll try another day
Your Own I'm back again, Lord And you called me your own I'm back to the child I lost along the way I've messed up so many times And you called me Your own I'm back to the child I lost along the way
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