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Newest Writings God must really be up to something in me because I don't remember the last time I felt like this. Am I the only one? No I think it would be an ignorant notion to assume that I am the only one who feels this way. I don't even have the strength of words to explain how I feel. A storm would be the best analogy. A brooding, building storm on a crashing and torrent ocean. The waves just won't seem to settle and be still. I know He is the Calmer of the Storms, but right now I can't help but think that He is stirring this up in me. I heard a quote once at a women's meeting that said, "Pain is a result of when our understanding conflicts with what God is doing." -It makes sense. I just feel so weakened; as if everything I have known before know is being shaken. The "me" I thought I knew, the God I thought I knew... He's changing all of it. And I am powerless.... utterly powerless. I feel so broken right now. Paul said he would be proud of his weakness... and I am just wondering how he had the strength to say that, because right now I don't have the strength to say anything. Meager ramblings of a heart wandering for God. Oh Great God, be small enough to hear me now ____________________________________________________ Follow down this railroad track walking fast not looking back Kicking stones ahead of me whispering to no one carelessly Summer sun warm on my face Getting lost away in future place My mouth breaks in a little smile close my eyes for half a mile Take my hand on this lazy walk Forget about time and solemn talk Run barefoot through whisping grass laugh for hours and let them pass Tell me everything, all you are I want to know, I'll go that far Tell me secrets You've never spoken Every dream and promise you've broken Let the world fall off your shoulder It's glitter and sparkle becomes much colder Breathe in deep, and let yourself go Freedom from what you think you know
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